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Saturday, December 31, 2005

 

an fti s- tape

I didn't realy talk to her realy.. I hit another exchange traded bond fund dead on and got a 5% cap gains distrobution as well as end of the year special dividend. I did it as 1% of my portfolio as a way to spread out risk (hyb), A little bit of a special dividend on the one that paid 10% cap gains last year. not much this year a little bit of a special div in jan.. The yield curve inverted and it is supposed to be a bad sign for the economy. May have to do with supply and demand of loans, sometimes it may mean nothing.. all those pundit people are saying there is going to be less taken out of homes and there are less new homes also new rules on credit cards... I would figure there would be less supply of short and long investments and maybe declining rates.. I got my book today haven't had time to review it yet.. I will be changing things around hopefully where www.dexrow.com will point someplace else and you will see headlines and music links.. just looking for my share of add revinue.. haven't realy found a good way to add email without paying for it.. http://www.everyone.net looks promising.. looking at the rates of 6 cents per thousand as a rate that is sometimes paid with very low click rates from email hardly seems worth it.. I may have 40 adress's or something as part of my .com seems these people are the bigest alergy people in texas... caught my eye anyway http://www.allernon.com/view.asp

Friday, December 30, 2005

 

iboprofen overdose danger

well only 6 is recomended so I switched to asprin seems like every four hours my throat swells and that is when I have the most trouble otherwise most of the flem is gone... been two weeks so it is probily not anything lethal deep cough though less like tar than it has been.. my eyes were not glued shut but dried stuff this morning so that was an improvement 10 hours of sleep.... I am out of it and hopefully not to dificult to people figure other things have sort of got her and hopefully I have done no harm, I dout that I could be that jelpfull.. I have probily not been myself entirely at times for the last couple of weeks.. It was sort of a hurtfull tone from her though probily other people in her life causing her trouble... wverything is alright as far as I am concerned...

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

 

green stuff in my eyes

I couldn't open my eye until I got into the shower... eye flim I just want a couple days off.... It is like germ war-fare in flour bluff... she wants me to talk about her... or to talk about someone who looks like her... You have this chick that does music and I would say she looks like you instead of saying you look like her.... It is overheard maybe someone else... On the bus the guy is talking loudly about being busted.. You would call that a source and it may not be the person that got busted, it could even be around my apartment because I was approaced. says he got busted selling persript meds and then says he has nothing, they charged him with the theft of drugs and then he mentions he was selling them.. should get a new lawer right there and then says his girlfriend was selling coke.. richard got into some unidentified legal trouble and his girlfriend or friend as it may be is unhappy about it.. I am riding the bus and the resale price of pain medication is mentioned.. thats the people harrasing me and I say ya they are after me real bad but I do not think there is a resale market in sleeping pills.. May be a market in anti-depression meds or something sounds like a good defence for an ordered killing a lesser crime.. doesn't know jack about up and comming space tourism planes... says british virgin airlines is near bankrupt (I dout that I should double check they are going into the buisness).. sounds like an american airline when you say virgin safe asumption percentage wide for a us airline.. there is a chance that nasa could get embarased. I feel give nasa it's budget but ground the space shuttel and spend it on expiremental craft these people can do it most likely.. built in 79 the same year as 8 mpg cars started to get phased out designed when almost 30 years ago... Links I have programing links on my drive after I steam my lungs out..

 

green stuff in my eyes

I couldn't open my eye until I got into the shower... eye flim I just want a couple days off.... It is like germ war-fare in flour bluff... she wants me to talk about her... or to talk about someone who looks like her... You have this chick that does music and I would say she looks like you instead of saying you look like her.... It is overheard maybe someone else... On the bus the guy is talking loudly about being busted.. You would call that a source and it may not be the person that got busted, it could even be around my apartment because I was approaced. says he got busted selling persript meds and then says he has nothing, they charged him with the theft of drugs and then he mentions he was selling them.. should get a new lawer right there and then says his girlfriend was selling coke.. richard got into some unidentified legal trouble and his girlfriend or friend as it may be is unhappy about it.. I am riding the bus and the resale price of pain medication is mentioned.. thats the people harrasing me and I say ya they are after me real bad but I do not think there is a resale market in sleeping pills.. May be a market in anti-depression meds or something sounds like a good defence for an ordered killing a lesser crime.. doesn't know jack about up and comming space tourism planes... says british virgin airlines is near bankrupt (I dout that I should double check they are going into the buisness).. sounds like an american airline when you say virgin safe asumption percentage wide for a us airline.. there is a chance that nasa could get embarased. I feel give nasa it's budget but ground the space shuttel and spend it on expiremental craft these people can do it most likely.. built in 79 the same year as 8 mpg cars started to get phased out designed when almost 30 years ago... Links I have programing links on my drive after I steam my lungs out..

 

green stuff in my eyes

I couldn't open my eye until I got into the shower... eye flim I just want a couple days off.... It is like germ war-fare in flour bluff... she wants me to talk about her... or to talk about someone who looks like her... You have this chick that does music and I would say she looks like you instead of saying you look like her.... It is overheard maybe someone else... On the bus the guy is talking loudly about being busted.. You would call that a source and it may not be the person that got busted, it could even be around my apartment because I was approaced. says he got busted selling persript meds and then says he has nothing, they charged him with the theft of drugs and then he mentions he was selling them.. should get a new lawer right there and then says his girlfriend was selling coke.. richard got into some unidentified legal trouble and his girlfriend or friend as it may be is unhappy about it.. I am riding the bus and the resale price of pain medication is mentioned.. thats the people harrasing me and I say ya they are after me real bad but I do not think there is a resale market in sleeping pills.. May be a market in anti-depression meds or something sounds like a good defence for an ordered killing a lesser crime.. doesn't know jack about up and comming space tourism planes... says british virgin airlines is near bankrupt (I dout that I should double check they are going into the buisness).. sounds like an american airline when you say virgin safe asumption percentage wide for a us airline.. there is a chance that nasa could get embarased. I feel give nasa it's budget but ground the space shuttel and spend it on expiremental craft these people can do it most likely.. built in 79 the same year as 8 mpg cars started to get phased out designed when almost 30 years ago... Links I have programing links on my drive after I steam my lungs out..

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

 

couging up green stuff

coughing up green stuff forever was able to get almost 8 hours instead of waking up not breathing well with my throat swolen.. still some of that my aspren substitute is running low.. nvtl went back towards $12.50... 5 puts for january.. won't be looking at feb until at least next week... looking at a bunch of pure data code complaing about downloading that strange extracter and then getting nothing but code to draw rectangles from one of the programs. looks like they paid me 12 or 13 cents for the trouble though... If I can fix the typefaces I could have a fairly unique sound portal... A whole drive full of music links... csound library doesn't look to be as flexable as I want.... I am not sure a csound/pure data tracker is possible. looks like just the newer csound stuff that accepts midi would work with it..

Saturday, December 24, 2005

 

It's about abortion (male voice says)

this is common in the morning... someone is asking do you live here (femail).. noticed the politics, shariff wants to be judge, pete alverez wants to be shariff. The only important slot is police chief and no one has said yet. On the buss I talk about being harrased and the guy says why don't you leave. sort of crime-familish and in front of the bus security camara's..

Thursday, December 22, 2005

 

no belly dancing look for strange links you shall find

http://www.caller2.com/2001/may/22/today/fea-livi/703.html

WEB SITE OF THE DAY
www.ravenblack.net/random/surreal.html
If you're sitting around your house contemplating belly-button lint, here's a site that will keep you thinking about nothing in particular for hours on end. The Random Surrealism generator spits out such gems as: "I'm funny-smelling!"; "Enter the terrorist, enter the terrorist!"; and "Would you rather covet a fork or need to know about Daffy Duck?"



http://blog.ravenblack.net/archive200108.html


Friday 31 August 2001


People, I do not program for you, I program for me. If you pay me, then I will program for you. Otherwise, I am best, you must die.

Thursday 16 August 2001

Tsk. Three times in the last couple of days, I've had something to blog, and my DNS servers have been down just long enough for me to forget what it is. I've also been learning to use Jeskola Buzz (or maybe this link as that one is down), and Photoshopping things. [19:18] [0 comments]


You could hear the background people in the belly dancing it was so loud. channel 10 public access.. talking about someone who was getting investment advice or something somehow. Don't look the same as the women on campus with all sorts of stuff about india and such.

this guy comes up from alice also... or it is a pretty good hoax

Pakistani merchant enters a guilty plea
Asrar acknowledges that he possessed munitions illegally
By Jeremy Schwartz
Caller-Times


Asrar
Pakistani storeowner Muhammad Navid Asrar of Alice, whose arrest a week after the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks sparked panic and evacuations


http://www.caller2.com/2001/october/30/today/localnew/16238.html

don't recall anyone with a forien accent though

 

margin debt

paid 4.8 % or so of my margin debt should be able to pay on the other margin debt a few % on the same transaction plus lower average costs... tv talkin about top of the rate cycle.. scottrade sorta nailed me I should have alot more saving by paying of almost 50% of what I had when I started.. end of the year div and distrobutions should help out.. don't know if I keep the job or not if not that is the end of going over bridges.. someone saying from the next door apartments about end of the year cap gains more of the same stuff as I have been getting... I should be looking at cap gains losses later for tax purposes.... not sure why he would need to know and it is pretty impossible to know in advance.. looking at jan contracts and xmsr price.. still below $32.50 so I don't look above $32.50 I look...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

 

befour christmas..

I noticed the gal at the mcdonalds and then heard varius stuff.. I don't describe such stuff... she may be underage also, she is working later than I would expect though.. descibe actions and stuff na I am after a hamburger with cheese and I am polite to everyone... cop has some sort of what may be an illeagal hunting light.. looks like it could be dangorously bright at the wrong angles.. they want someone to load lists into the computer... someone is giving me a story about not having a place to stay and then says he has a place to stay but he would have to sleep with some chick named laura... I am having trouble with that one and then the story completly breaks down... katrina even if it is true suspention of disbelief and I am the last person in the world who should mention it.. He offered to give me her number... The number of people looking for a place to stay seems to be sizable..On the bus and at work and everything.. inhaler is sitting on the table.., and there they are out standing and then bringing in all the alerigens from outside. It is bad for the kids and everything.. there is a differnce between the shots and all the other type of stuff... some of the blowing around stuff is unnessary.. It isn't as dry as it was..

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

 

tuesday tuesday

strong dose of femail audio coming into the apartment last night not loud though like it is coming from the ceiling or something, and then the finacial harrasment stuff.... It sounds further away or not quite as loud this morning (tuesday morining former monday night)... some dude wanting to know about the backpack says he had cancer... looked o.k. maybe it was or wasn;t true.. atractive blond as good luck or something.. You know unrealistic expectations about other people has let me down plenty of times.. I think I am traumitised by the postal reward sign in combination with my neibors.. The postal person is all right, he is from a haunted post office (port airs).. My last rememberance of wich was the church of acts guy (in his van or truck or whatever he has now) being heard from inside the building from the outside of the building.. I should donate a little something...

Monday, December 19, 2005

 

k od

k od k od k od od kay od kay... add another $500 to your .pdf file (SCOTT TRADE) from the county k... there is some near the police training I don't have any i.d at all about it... looks like someone gets my finger prints in a conspictius manor.. I was watching the presidents speach he was saying something about intelegence failare and most noteably about needing to find out what something is befour something happens not after.. misquoted You have to remember he is not running again I am not sure what small movements mean feels like "quality" when they listen, came up at work someone was talking about it reminds me of something I heard at sitel but did not see.... If I was looking for questions I would look for at least two angles when listening to people if any come out of the woodwork. what happened and why does what happened matter.. Not of any large picture but all the subplots.. I need one of those full time girlfriends.. I still mis a underware thief I went out with some time ago that is bad to long ago, It is not the reagan defence my memory is less good as time goes on 4 years ago and all very,very abusive most abusive audio I have ever heard intense..

 

extended and revised

they have been around my apartment trying hard to pressure me talking about sucide and harrasing me about money... My temper goes flying.... I am a little concerned about being thrown off the bridge though and I am pumped up... then I get harrased about a car this right down the bus route from the mosque.... If you can recruit for terrorism there you can recruit anywhere.. One hispanic guy is talking about all the white people that are going to be taking the jobs... The volume has been less than it has been though.. It has been a couple of weeks since they have interfered with my sleep.. some coleman camping product sitting out like it is an explosive or something on the bridge a few days ago.. Coleman products have always looked scary and you put on conspicusily on a bridge well then....

Sunday, December 18, 2005

 

same old stuff

These people harrass you forever until they get a murder, I saw my profile on msnbc rage killing or at least people who are like me except they went over the edge. Sucicide just isn't good enough as the profile goes because what is happening is so unfair as it is here. You would of corse have different people posing as the same person well are you getting the person harrasing you or someone else. The rage killing thing realy it doesn't matter when you snap who you kill it just makes other people feel better to do the other sort of thing. I have alot of control still and I don't mean to scare but to be loud the energy is there like pcp or something. I am not going to be murdered or harrased without being loud about it statement of fact... THe audio is so bad it is hard to concentrate theres one cindy.. did he say the harrasment is me I hear as if it is cindy as if I am being questioned.. I feel unconfortable how that comes off I don't know... I think I remember her with a black eye or someone like her with a black eye maybe the latter... screwed out of 15 minutes... hopeing to come off with $100 cash tommorow think that is 8 transactions.... 10 is not very realistic but the price is good, alows me to do stuff I couldn't do befour.. xmsr and nvtl.... alot of xmsr so much source code so little time realy realy big direct x download looks simple and then vst host stuff looks mindblowing... csound I am not sure about that it seems like it would be hard to control or maybe unpridible until it is run in patterns...

Saturday, December 17, 2005

 

audio harrasment about $75 in a options xpress acount

not realy worth making threats about having trouble understanding. I think it has something to do with sexual exploitation started getting the homo harrasment again.. I am very unlikely to vote democrat for any office. $75 won't go anywhere exc. exc.. 2 g's in checking and a job, the other is just a hassle where postal employees get smeared and excuses are made why people are allowed to be stupid. Its $100+ spread into several accounts and there is checking so I can bi-pass the postal service if I need to.. I saved the last envolope where there were wierd markings and a reluctence to deliver the mail.. theres more I am going to be homeless because one dividend is only $75, now is the time to panic and screw over a bunch of banks that do buisness in corpus christi is pretty much the physcology of it...

 

harrasment has been thursday and friday when they mow

The harrasment has been thursday and friday when they mow.. About how you are supposed to embarras people with alergies.. AA.. I think they say that people with alergies blaim other people. AAA that is the american alergy association.. they bring you a gallon of ethonal if you run out of gas I hear.. It is because we don't want you to have any jobs we have plenty of jobs here. redisign the mower into a combine blowing the grass onto the belt and into a covered tank or enclosure. I was talking about the haunted equipment and complaining about venisualen harrasment and then someone yells He is not vensualen.. Where else do anti-ethonal iranian coke dealers come from jeez.. get your politics strait.. I believe the iranians want to become radio active on thier own instead of using other people..., I am against that ........... .............. ............. I am not sure who's idea this is we are going to get as many people who smoke as possible and let them walk past all the dry grass until they have fires.. I am not sure it is ethonal they are promoting some in the city want to fill the landfill up as quicly as possibly...

Thursday, December 15, 2005

 

more graphiti

It is the same style more or less as the grahiti on the vacent dentist building... s.s.r. stands out... I hear what may be roleplaying a strip mall again.. I don't have that kinda cash to hang out at clubs like that.. I hear a femail voice say sarcasticly I wish.... I wont coment I could use the help for an upcoming project, I don't just handle old relicks I have newer projects.. It is pretty clear how to aproach me without an agenda or I don't have any patience for it. I notice blond says and then others go... I notice spikes in sales, I notice drops in sales.. You know femail hair in a bun is fine.. shoes optional.... pretty voice is always a treat.. to extend and revise my notes aproached with any person other that who I want to be aproached with.. I am not intrested in political crap realy if you have credibility you know how to aproach me.. If you don't have credibity you have to sell it.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

 

Traders world

It is gone but it was the demoz list with a rv add on it.... how common is roy rios as a name and,.......


Caller.com: News Obits26 at Corpus Christi Funeral Home. Services will be at 11 am Feb. ... ROBSTOWN - Roy Rios Villarreal, a member of St. Anthony's Catholic Church and a ...
caller.com/ccct/news_obits/ article/0,1641,CCCT_947_3578659,00.html - 41k - Supplemental Result - Cached - Similar pages

thats is as close as I get and there is a dead marine from ohio.... was 30 years old. It still looks like what the demoz list like a few months ago... speculation about roy rios and who it is exc.. exc... stunned looking stop that.. There was fresh paint at 10:25 at heb a woman is laughing and coughing.. don't know if she saw who did it or what.. doesn't look like your usual gang graphiti.. maybe.. It is behind the h.e.b. on webber It is only a matter of time befour we get gang shootings and stuff these people are running amuck....

 

music sites and thier coresponding places on the city map

realy I am not going to list them.. You can place a place in the city and bring it to the internet fairly easy from out of town.. usefull for the farmworkers union or someone else who wants a fairly easy code to break... The rv'ers are listed on the dmoz add when you go to the front page. The rios family is all dead along the roadside with roy rios at furnature traders being the latest victom.. It gives off the impression of a highway serial killer Roy being one of those names that is steeped in spanish culture. the roy rios mexican resteraunt was a cultural icon in fact almost covering up the origianal resteraunt.. rip coverup...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

 

the day after they fried king crypt

she is all the ganster chicks I watch on t.v. I haven't realy heard about the types of crimes I get around the apartment to much... It sounds realy messed up even if she is full of it.... alone for the hollidays that doesn't realy sound cool either.. There is a black chick with the child waiting for the next bus, it is the ganster sign on her arm I suppose I am hostile and the stuff next door is scary enough for her to wait thirty minutes for the next bus because she isn't sure if I am racialy pysco because of it.. It's the gang tatoo with the name. homo all the cryts..... She is in love with her boyfriend though he is getting out of jail next month took a little bit befour I remembered the origanal source unless on the off chance it is the original woman that I don't remember it just sounds like this..... she is doing the tatoo's to get even with the spouce.. I am not making fun of her, I haven't heard what she says down stairs... I always get special treatment death threats and strippers... I got into some black chicks car once over 5 years ago... I stand out like that, it's not about her it is that I didn't get into another car for another two years and after I had something that said hijact and I was harrased and possibly aproached by someone I know was doing coke rehab... I was more worried about dieing in a ditch If I wasn't carefull about who's car I got into. Then three years later I accepted a ride in a car because the person was black and then I decided to h?#@(*$ with it I am walking I don't need a buch of crap and I feel the tri-county drug people owe me at least 10g for all the people around the apartment.
............ ................ .................. I atribute it all to the racial stuff next door and not to the security camaras on the bus maybe I am unaware of what happened. seems she went to alot of trouble to not positivly or negativily interact. It is like watching the bandwidth spikes from across the street. I was stopped when I brought the laptop on the bus quickly, you can do the same thing with rbasic pretty easy scanning waves....

Sunday, December 11, 2005

 

more of the same

From : Eric Dexter
Sent : Monday, December 12, 2005 12:00 AM
To : ConsumerProtection@tdi.state.tx.us
CC : Eric_Dexter@msn.com
Subject : I am sure this hurts insurance I don't know if it was ment as fraud

| | | Inbox


I had already filed an harrasment complaint about audio (sound) abuse around the apartment (case number 05-072848). I would like to mention I was harrased by a white guy who yelled freedom of speech at me from across staples on 12/06. and that I heard the same thing from some hispanic sounding guy but could not see anyone around an altemp van licence number skt v24 (possibly hopeing to encite violence against the van) (hopefully that is the entire plate probily easy to find anyway)

Thursday, December 08, 2005

 

pure data

I think they still allow pd internals.... seems pd is two programs that try to comunicate with each other. It tends to create problems with firewalls.. I found a very good library it turns out but it only loads vst and (another less common format) for effects.. No instruments if you can load a pd external by looking at the pd internal source then you have lapda (some wierd linux format) and vst as well as other formats later probily... realy three libraries are a complete host if they work as advertised. Don't know of a way to send one command line of an instruction to csound that is probily why it has a very large number of instruments and not to much use... I think someone who is against the drug war is what is being roleplayed down the outer road in corpus... I don't think peace smokes care about the other war unless it helps sell cigerettes..

 

pure data

I think they still allow pd internals.... seems pd is two programs that try to comunicate with each other. It tends to create problems with firewalls.. I found a very good library it turns out but it only loads vst and (another less common format) for effects.. No instruments if you can load a pd external by looking at the pd internal source then you have lapda (some wierd linux format) and vst as well as other formats later probily... realy three libraries are a complete host if they work as advertised. Don't know of a way to send one command line of an instruction to csound that is probily why it has a very large number of instruments and not to much use...

 

cold and stormy with vivid sound

I love vivid sound... fantastic one pole with alot of holes in it fantastic flute.. The rails on the bridge are shaking.. big time wind chill though glad the temp rarely goes below 32 degrees. didn't have any sort of recording equipment. hopefully I do good and the city does a little better. some more sales tax and 911 exc... want a cell phone with camara that can record sound.. some one at the taco bell on the highway talking about killing some chick to her face. It sounded realy bad.. realy realy bad. They may be on tape alot of the taco bells run video tape.. not sure if he just wants to get into a fight with someone defending her or if he is a pysco.. maybe both tall hispanic looking person with normal heighted friend..

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

 

working again

I was going to mess around with csound but this black dude with his game console got me to thinking about some questions people had. I found the answer at www.fmod.org probily some more intresting sites linked to www.xiph.org . I got as far as compiling the sample with csound. I don't want to run the orchestra I want to tell it I am not done and keep sending comands. I haven't though that out yet as being possible or not possible. looks like x-box sound support amoung other things.. support our ibm employees as they go into other ventures, (if they go into other ventures). alot of pocket pc links reminds me of someone who was talking about having been quesitoned by the fbi... A couple heart breaker chicks one with blond hair, the other.... unlikely probily and a long brown hair was in my bath tub origen unkown.. didn't think there should be one without any rememberance on my part.. maybe it has floated from somewhere from months ago....

Saturday, December 03, 2005

 

sound from outside the post office

the church of acts person I think could hear them from outside. One on the postal employees once said something directed at me from outside the port airs post office. homeaid hot tommato sause they have a big strawberry container of peppers for 50 cents a little bit of green onion and celerery with a can of 50 cent diced tommato's and a little onion powder thing there is salt in it.. last microsoft bill.. hurts a little and now I will save the stamp and $12 some electricity and there is quite a bit of untapped cash. one $5 call to sell udr for $25 in january I get 10 transactions for $10 much better than two transactions for $15. The interest rate doesn't go down like I want it to. website for jobs in san antonio. Not working until next week.. If I am luck it goes for a while.. sell, sell, sell I don't feel good about thier company (In most but not all cases) That is what I should tell arnold.. these people don't know jack about farming all that waste, we should be making ethonal. The heb doesn't have all the unusual stuff like it used to does have some intresting music stuff though...

Thursday, December 01, 2005

 

new overheard dork

there is a new overheard dork repeats what I said when I filed the police report and then mentions that I went to the fbi web page. I repeat that a) I do not have compleat trust in his department and b) It could be a federal crime or just an infected computer on the other side that doesn't involve him but does indicate that this is a realy insecure line... sounds like someone who used to work at the everheart maverick market store.. voice could be alot different by now and so could my memory used to ride a bicycle to work.... ip adress if publicly available

 

portscan attack

BASIC compiler for Windows with OpenGL supportCreated by Tom Mulgrew (tmulgrew@slingshot.co.nz)
A computer with the ip adress of 204.16.208.67sent information that is characteristic of theportscan attack
http://www.basic4gl.net/

Eric enim was in wednesdays corpus christi caller times said he was on judge judy alot of allegations.. I am not sure this is the same mr enim that was at apac or not. In my face all the time harrasing me. The man also has no hair on his legs or at least didn't at the time. Not sure web site is connected to the attack or not... looking for dark basic and music software plus variations.

A Port Scan is one of the most popular reconnaissance techniques attackers use to discover services they can break into. All machines connected to a Local Area Network (LAN) or Internet run many services that listen at well-known and not so well known ports. A port scan helps the attacker find which ports are available (i.e., what service might be listing to a port). Essentially, a port scan consists of sending a message to each port, one at a time. The kind of response received indicates whether the port is used and can therefore be probed further for weakness.

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